Crush

Well you called me yesterday

We talked about our days

We swapped lives, minds, and laughter

You found out about my crush....on you

You were caught off guard completely

And were left speechless

I thought the feeling would leave now,

However it only feels stronger now

Wow...I think I love you...

Regardless of what happens I'm happy with the result

Live out loud.....

Today!!

Today I faced some things

I broke up with you

I reflected upon the things that I did that I shouldn't have

I looked at past mistakes

I will learn from them

To commit myself to one I do not know

MISTAKE!

To past steps 1 and 2 to get to step five ..

MISTAKE!

...

Be anxious for nothing

That's what the "good book" says

Maybe it has a ring of truth in it somewhere

Don't be fooled

You have to come to your own conclusions

You know your own truth....

What the devil

I woke up this morning Thank God

I had a weird dream

I'm kinda lonely

I find myself looking back at the ghost's of boyfriends past

And I miss them

Even my first who hurt me dearly

I thank God for this day

?

You?

Your not worth blogging about but I want to anyway

I'm not some random homo's open to sexual hookups who people who I don't know

I won't settle for that , I'm better than that

Make sure you actions are in line with your words.

Don't spit shit saying your this and clearly I know all what you truly want.

NEXT!

So I went to Vision Church in Atlanta today

I really enjoyed it

I plan on going back again

It was nice to praise his name with " family"

I'm still up, no more worries, just kinda at peace with things

Thank God, I should be sleep now but oh well.

This is a short one, I'm going going gone peace

FUCK YOU

I have run out of willingness

Willingness to want to be with you

To deal with your shit, your flip flopping, and your double mindedness

I want to be in a relationship with an adult

I'll give you no more resources , I give you no more of my precious time

You have the worst timing, and even more that that you simply are an asshole

I will now move forward

Not looking for someone else

I'm putting all of my time and energy into ROGER

Fuck You

Another Level

......he apologized for being an asshole.........we are back together...